Merry X'mas

For once, I had a wonderful festive season with someone I adore. It was a simple dinner at an relatively "ulu" (Singaporean slang for less known) place. The food was really quite average but nowadays I feel that I am beginning to enjoy the laidback feeling more and more. After which we went for a nice house party, followed by 2nd and 3rd round drinks with friends.

Next up will be my trip to Korea with momsie. Looking forward to my virgin experience with skiing. Hope it's fun and I don't freeze my butt off. Good Day Singapore.

Holidays

A string of holidays are coming up and one just can't help but feel abit excited. Though the prospect of having to work over the festives dampens it slightly.

Currently blogging through my office email. Kind of user friendly. The day's about to end and I can't wait to Mambo, a Singaporean phenomenon.

Good evening Singapore.

Moved...

Moved here. Hello Singapore.

Passing

I cried. I cannot remember ever crying for a girl in the past. Maybe it's the alcohol. Maybe I just needed an outlet.

I still don't understand how something can change so drastically over a short period of time. We were happily having dim sum in the afternoon and come nightfall, she tells me that she cannot feel my love for her. I don't understand how having spent almost everyday together, having talked to her everyday when I was overseas, having looked and kissed her with love every time showed that I didn't love her.

This had come so sudden that I don't know what to think. Many thoughts have flowed through my mind since. Perhaps she didn't really love me as much. Perhaps I was just there as a rebound. Perhaps having gone out with other people, she feels she still want to consider her other options. Maybe I shouldn't think so much.

I just learnt that now she's gone to KL. Before this happened, I didn't mind her going at all. Now, I think of how she might be going back to him. It's silly really. Maybe I shouldn't think so much.

Good night Singapore.