Hail all, I have moved here. Hrmm… why am I trying this out? I have no idea. Guess I'm reaching a crossroads of sorts. Lotsa thoughts but haven't been writing much these days. I am now writing this in the middle of the night. Nowadays, this is when my thoughts are most lucid.
Been having alot of frustrations recently. most importantly to do with work. Been around for awhile and thought I'll be able to take most shit but surprisingly been very angry with recent developments in my work environment. Have a new boss now. Kinda a control freak. Damn these expats. Highly paid but without a clue as to the local cultures. Sigh… oh well, guess the other reason is due to the fact that I am also frustrated with my personal life. Coupled with work, this became a double whammy.
Now I really can't understand (well maybe I can but I just can't accept) how some girls can take a person for granted so easily. I am not a "robert" who is there just to give people free rides. I am not there to buy drinks. I am not there to be given the cold shoulder when I am being nice. Maybe I expect too much when I dish out sometimes. I don't know. Silly sometimes…
I wonder, does it really help that much to say things out? I think the remedy is not in the process of writing down my thoughts but really it's when someone out there responses to this in like mind. That is why I chose this title - Kindred Spirits. Perhaps, I have been alone for too long and thus seek a kindred spirit out there. Hope you find me soon…
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